THE LAST ONE STANDING

2011-09-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

"When I wrote your name in the sky,the wind blew it away.

When I wrote your name on the beach, the waves washed it away.

When I wrote your name in my heart, it will forever be there :) "

2011-07-16T23:15:00.005+08:00

You know how sometimes you have to be honest and open to yourself. Once and for all, you gotta stop lying to yourself. People say, relationships depend on two things : 1) your companion 2) timing. I've never believed that the magic of relationships will be depended on timing. All my life, I've always believed in willpower and that willpower alone will get you through everything. As the saying goes, "nothing is impossible." The same thing applies here. If two people have the willpower to stay together, who has an even greater power to destroy that strong, radiating willpower?

WHO?

Realitiscally speaking, to be commited in a relationship depends largely on timing.
So, that leads me thinking, who are we to think about falling in love and be committed to a person that you think you know? think, is the key word.

Earthquake strikes Japan without warning, why do you think the person you think you know will not turn his back on you and crush you? The same way the earthquake had crushed all of the Japanese.

Trust, can be easily manipulated,by those who intended to. So why bother putting trust on anyone at all. The moment you start to trust, you start to fall in love, and you start to lose yourself and your mind even. Really? It's a risky bet.

Nevertheless,I have betted in love. That, may have been the wrongest calculation of my life.

Why, haven't I given up? It's ludicrous. I'm laughing at my stupidity.

2011-06-19T11:42:00.000+08:00

You know what, SCREW YOU.

2011-06-12T00:30:00.003+08:00

"those who fail to plan, plan to fail."

it's ironic, because when you plan something, more often that not, the plan fails you. Without me noticing, I have become this cold-hearted person who had broken his heart. Bumping into him today made me wonder, am I worthy of the happiness? No, definitely not, not after what I've done. and I dare not allow myself to believe that I am actually, falling in love. it is a complete disaster, and it's wildly ridiculous. How does one fall out of love and fall back into it in just a few months?

but i am, slowly, falling in love with you. and that was definitely, not the plan.

it's a dangerous zone, even I know it's a dead-end. but i'm trying to tell myself it's going to worth the pain, when everything that we share, comes to an end in 18 days time. :(

2011-06-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

you guys just let me down.

2011-06-02T17:55:00.001+08:00

HOW, THE FUCK, DID I ELIMINATE MYSELF FROM THE WORLD AWARD LIST? FML. 2/6/2011

2011-05-15T12:35:00.003+08:00

Thank you for still reading my blog (:

"Insist on yourself. Never imitate."

2011-03-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

i'm losing a very good friend today...

2011-03-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

I haven't been at this point of my life, for a very long time. It is this time when I see my worthlessness. I would laugh at you or with you, but I'm definitely feeling like I'm standing alone by myself. This is the point of my life when I fall into the valley, and struggle, with all my might to climb back to the top of the mountain. We all know, life is difficult right? So how should we or do we live it? What is the right way? Why work so hard when in the end, it all comes to an end? If it is a test, despite hardwork, why am I not getting a reward?

Is impressive to conquer but it's definitely difficult to get there.

2011-02-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

HI , today's not exactly the best day I've had. There will be a netball tournament again this coming weekend. As much as I need to improve myself to help the team out, I cannot attend the coming practices due to my stupid LAN class. whoever invented it certainly wasn't thinking right! ;/ sigh. I love netball, mainly because of my team mates! (: I love attending practises, thus it sucks to have to skip them! :(

You know how sometimes there is so much in hand, that you feel like they're getting out of your hands?

life is rocky and bumpy.

Singapore Grad Trip ;D

2011-01-14T20:54:00.006+08:00

When I was SO bored during the bus ride, NEVER gonna take bus anymore in my life! -.-

But if you're lucky, you get your personal teevee like I did. So i had to keep myself occupied by watching a couple of old movies! eg : bride wars LOL.

Upon arrival in Harbour Front, and that is swennnnn!

Hehe, fried dumpling @ food republic. crazy packed.

MRT station! <3>

ORCHARD XMAS DECO! (: it was purple and blue everywhere.

To prove my point : purple tree!

the air is so clean, that you dont have to worry about like dying man!wthh

So like I was saying weekssss ago, i had a little graduation trip with two of my bestest friend <3>

Yours truly has obvious dimples! (: X

2011-01-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

Take a minute and say thanks to god for giving us what we have. Life is short, and good things do not last. So catch it while you can and always, be appreciative and grateful. That's the key to a healthy, happy life.

college, day one!

2011-01-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

HI, I am here to proudly say that I have joined HELP for A-Levels.

It is a 8am-4pm time table for most of the days. and 2 days of the weeks its from 8am - 7pm. Yep, that's a total of 11 hours.

How I'm coping...

People in college are REAALLY, friendly. at least, in my college. So, no worries about making friends. and the campus have quite some food choices there! (: so I love my campus. like the aura of it. But, A-Level, is seriously for people who are ambitious. If you are not one of them aiming for the moon , or the sun even. I suggest you do not join A-Levels. Because from day one in class, my lecturers have been stressing HOW I MUST score 100/100 or like, 125/125 for each paper of each subject in my first year (known as AS). It is apparently that A2 is seriously difficult that only perseverance and resilience and hardwork will pay off. So, it's quite dry, and tough. but it is after all, no pain, no gain.

And here is to life! (:

X

I will, see you soon! I'm so sorry I havent uploaded the pictures, my card reader is missing! :(

2010-12-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

SIGH.

today would be the 23rd of december, year of 2010.

And rewind back by just 24 hours, we were all fussing about looking pretty in prom and somewhere along the way, neglected the true meaning of attending a prom.

Prom, is to be meeting and mingling with a sea of familiar faces for the last time. and it was the separating part that was discouraging and almost, excruciating. I woke up to this feeling of sadness, of being terrified. Because in 8 days time, the year 2011 comes. . . and with that, always comes is changes.

It wasn't just too long ago we (form 5) students, were looking forward to the end of the year when the true holidays begin, when SPM is over. but now that i'm living my holidays, what the hell man. the only look forward was prom and even that was over.

sigh, it is only right to finally accept the truth that high school has ended.

I love my school, and above all, I love my friends (:

2010-12-17T19:20:00.003+08:00

HEYY (:

I know I haven't been blogging, but I think I'm going to start back, from today onwards.
I have finally gotten my prom dress ,it's everything I kinda have ever wanted. So I'll show you guys when I get it altered (:

So much in mind, I can barely breathe. I will, upload singapore pictures soon. :( so busy.

2010-12-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

HELLO DARLING SINGAPORE ! I'M COMING (:

STAY TUNED FOR AN UPDATE OF THE UNIVERSAL STUDIO!

XX

2010-10-23T09:49:00.002+08:00

LOVED THE MOVIE - 9.5/10! Go grab your tickets now bitches! <3

DEATH

2010-10-22T16:37:00.001+08:00

Death is an inevitable departure to the other world. The other world that is concealed and mysterious. It may be a gleeful place. Or it could be a place that is dark, dead and hollow. Death is seen as a hole, a one-way ticket, and there is absolutely no turning back.

For a believer, he would believe in Heaven and Hell. According to the Good Book, Heaven is an after life for those who was obedient to God, who has done nothing that was forbidden by He Who Bear All Pain or by the religious itself. On the other hand, Hell is for those who has commited all that was forbidden, or those who have sinned. What lays ahead of death? Who then, can really be a judge? For he who died will not be heard or be seen or be thought of.

Death is spine-chilling. The other world is a compound of misery, fear, uneasiness and awkward. Death was never the right topic to be brought up in any ocassion and event. It is the darkness of all brightness. The party-pooper, the deplorable, the root of grief.

Death is unexpected. One may live happily for so many years only to find out that he has a malignant growth in his abdomen, stage IV. Otherwise, one may just get hit by a car on their way out to attend a party, a meeting and end up being a vegetable. One could have a countless hiccups, thinking it was caused by dehydration, only to find that it was actually an operable case. Life as we know it, struck us with the most devastating news – death.

Death is an unremovable stain. It is the reminder of losing the most adored and loved person in our lives. It is a mark that reminds us all that nothing conquers death, that death is most impregnable. It is the most common process of life, and it is no longer a news.

Death is a trap. Death is an ambush. It is a dare for those sapless to finally stand up and fight. It is a challenge for those who have their life laid out for them, who has it easy on them all the time. And it is those with true determination and perseverance that can stand in line with death.
There is a fine line between life and death. William Ross Wallace once said, “every man dies- not every man really lives.” Death is just another obstacle in life. Only those who overcome it can truly stand tall and say, “I have really lived. I may die, but I have lived. “

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2010-10-01T16:57:00.003+08:00

well, well, dear diary / readers.

today is the 1st of october and for some reason, I kept writing 30th september for all my exam papers today - Biology. It was funny to see that everyone's jaw literaly dropped, when the papers were distributed. Because the school has decided to use the school paper, and not the JPJ paper, which will be the government's. SO yeah. I was totally cool with it.

WAIT, MY POINT IS.

HOW DID IT SUDDENLY BECOME OCTOBER?

I hadnt noticed the dates since 2 weeks ago because apparently, Ive been writing the wrong date for every of my paper. Which totally spell i-r-o-n-i-c.

I think I did really badly for add maths when I actually thought I did it alright. Since I was quite confident with the rest of the papers as well, thus I conclude I'm going to do really bad for trials. and my results will slide down hill, right into the black hole at the bottom.

I'm dumbfounded, really. AM I just stupid or dumb. Either, it doesn't seem to be the brightest side.

P/S I do stupid okays. It's just . .. BAH.

SPM i'm going to do better. And SPM= GSCE O LEVELS. Same standard . ;/

and this is definitely the first time I will ever, blog about exams again! you'll see.

PPS // GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 4 IS FINALLY HEADING THE OTHER DIRECTION, IT'S FINALLY GET MORE INTERESTING ;D

the fashion is to die for. drools.

2010-09-25T17:03:00.001+08:00

The urge to cry has taken complete control over my soul.

2010-09-18T11:47:00.001+08:00

I'M SO ANGRY AT SPAMMERS !

2010-09-07T21:27:00.001+08:00

In a different and distinct way, we often hurt someone. It might all seem spontaneous and just another joke. But from another point of view, we are mean and thus we say things that offend people. And that's not exactly the nicest thing to do. And then there's actions which brings bout a reaction. All things lead to one FINAL thing and that, we call it consequences. It's tough but it's happening because we've done what we have done. So think before you act. Because the world is lacking of consideration.

2010-08-29T18:14:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY, Natalie's abs beat many guys by just a snap of the finger man!:D Luke is very good looking may I add :D For the first time in history, Step Up is filmed in 3D. However, much to my disappointment, they have seriously focused way too much on producing 3D effects, including altering some of the dance moves so as to see the impact of 3D effects. So, the choreography wasn't all that breathtaking. I know, blows * * -.-

rate ; 7/10

ps great soundtrack though! :D

2010-08-18T22:18:00.004+08:00

hey there, readers! :)

I cant help but wonder, how does one survive the impossible? When your eternal support was taken off, left alone armed with nothing.

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BEST SERIES AT THE MOMENT. DEFINITELY 11/10! OOOOOOOOOOhhhh, Ian Somerhalder!

2010-08-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

you know what they say bout exams and people who cheat, i am going to be one of them tomorrow. Not exactly proud of my wrongdoing, but vampire diaries - DAMON all the way, has made me fall in love and totally have no memory bout BIOLOGY. How nice being a couch potato all day. I want that kind of a life. It's the second last day before my 3hours revision routine everyday, so it's fine, RIGHT? Dayumm, vampires are attractive. LITERALLY.

;Of A Day Off

2010-08-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

It wasn't the happiest day today, or rather now. Since there is still 3 more hours for the day to worsen. Its FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH. I Wonder if anything bad happened to anyone. oh right, swen was talking bout accidents in front of my school- a total of three of them. Happy birthday neil, i'm a horrible person for not making it to your party but but... There are issues in my family these days that seem almost absurd. Which is why sometimes i dont even bother to explain to anyone because no one believes it. No one believes me. Because 99 big percent of what i say turns out to be bull, haha. So hope you enjoyed neil. Sometimes its really bout keeping a day to yourself and relax. I dont know man.. But here proofs my theory right once more, some people gets the most extravagant birthday celebrations while others just get left out. The boyfriend's away. The fact that i've no available computer to watch my vampire diaries series doesn't help at all..life sucks. So i'm here- with my phone, and i'm also here because two people in these two days had told me that they enjoy reading my bull. Thank you lovely readers, i love you. And this is me signing off. XX

; of Evelyn Salt

2010-08-07T20:04:00.001+08:00

Finally, salt! (: so how did it go? it was definitely nicer than inception, for me. Many people kept saying how breath-taking inception was and bla bla bla, for me cut the crap man. Salt has more action and it's impressive how so much a woman like jolie can do. (in the film especially)

She is so hot with her black hair <3>

However, not the best movie i've seen, slightly better than inception. rate; 7/10

P/S! I DROVE MYSELF HOME ON LDP TODAY. (Y)

; Of building up a sand castle when one was done and destroyed.

2010-08-04T20:01:00.002+08:00

& YOU ALSO GOT THIS RIGHT, i lost in the futsal competition.

Simply, because the referees were bias. enough said.

I'm here to tell you about how fast moving days are going by and high school is coming to an end. Suffice to say, I was one of them who hated going to school, but now school seems to be like everything. Last few months to see each other, and last two months to joke around and play about.

High school is ending. You and me are going out to the real world. To handle reality. And cruelty. And a whole new level of life. To start from day one of making new friends.

2010-07-28T20:12:00.001+08:00

YOU GOT THIS RIGHT.

I AM GOING FOR A FUTSAL COMPETITION ;P AND IM GOING TO BRING BACK THE GOLD MEDAL.

LOVES!

2010-07-19T20:40:00.002+08:00

HEY BABES! I feel like i need to be studying now but i'm here. ONE WORD. procrastinating. 60 days sounds like a long time. but 2 months sounds too short. and in 2 months time, my trials start then. W-O-W. 4 months to spm and 5 months to out of high school. WOOSH.

WHAT SHOULD I BE EXPECTING?

12th JULY PART II

2010-07-17T13:20:00.008+08:00

the checked-in mark ;

harpreetooo pretty bestfriend <3

BIGBIRDDDODO bestfriend <3

skinny stick best friend! <3

melviiinnn, uncle bob dude! :D :D

blackiee :D

HA HA DES.

JUN YEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :D

KA HOU ! :D

shiat athletic bestfriend <3

MY FREEEEE DRINK! :D just had to show my ID!

FRENCH TOAST!! SO OILY -.-

ewww, it's stated sour plum but it turns out to be cili padi drink ! -.-

trying to suck with 6 straws, but it's really difficult to get even one gulp -.-

THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE, I FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW :( especially fswen,shiat,harpreeto & andrea!

LOVE YOU ALL BIG TIME! <333

12th JULY part 1 :D

2010-07-17T12:40:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !

Thank you baby for everything that you've planned for this very special day! Despite having to find the place for close to 2 hours, we had fun in the car ride, didn't we? & above all, I enjoyed being high up in the mountain, freezing. . :D baby, sorry that you had to stress over this day for weeks. I know planning sucks, because i hate it too ;p all in all, I LOVE YOU FATTY!

outfit of ze day! big wow, my bum is quite fit ;p

UPON ARRIVAL

@ THE AMPANG LOOK OUT POINT.

Who said only dslr can take a nice scenic picture ! It's the skills peeps!

Vegetable soup that came with the lamb shank.

BANANA MILK :D

VERY-RICH-CHOCOLATE SHAKE <3>
CHICKEN CHOP. heh, didnt feel like eating so much that night.

Surprising yes? :D

FYI, there were 4 choices to dine in up at the hill - GASOLINE, PANORAMA, HAVEN + somethingg... well, we chose panorama. (: '

1) its highest up at the hill

2) it's building structure is attractive enough

3) gasoline is so out of the list.

4) haven looks empty ! : o

EVIDENCE FOR POINT #2 ;

2010-07-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

SNEAK PEEEEEEKABOO !

update on weekend babes! <3

49/50 + eclipseeeeeeeee !

2010-07-13T20:49:00.005+08:00

ECLIPSE is the best out of all 3 twilight saga. I LOVE IT.

RATE; 9/10 !

Quote jan "it's illegal to be so hot (referring to jacob)"

It was undang celebration! Yep, I passed my driving theory exam with flying colours! :D 49 out of 50 okays :D heh, one step closer to driving ! watch me! :DSO, chili's for mini celebration :D

OLD TIMER (YUM NYUM)

BEEF BACON BURGER

Bottomless iced lemon tea :D :D 5 cups!

Heh, and its us :D againnnn...

BIRTHDAY POST NEXT ! TOO MANY PHOTOS :(

2010-07-06T20:02:00.002+08:00

heyy guys , I'm so sorry. school's a bore. I've got nothing interesting going on in my life. MAYBE A POST ON 12TH JULY (: (:

2010-07-02T20:56:00.003+08:00

FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE, I AM BORED TO DEATH I NEED TO CRY. SERIOUSLY, DEAR READERS, WHAT DO YOU DO ON FRIDAYS?

Because usually I GO OUT. and for the one time i decided to stay at home, I'd realised how super bad is it to stay home on a friday fuhreaking night. ARGH.

I feel like the saddest person on the freaking globe. BUT FRET NOT, i've already have plans for tomorrow (thank god).

It's Knight and Day & Chili's :D:D heh. ill take picture of how much i'm going to eat! yeahpp , thats damn right. A MOUNTAINFUL.

28th JUNE - THE BORN DAY OF DRAMA QUEEN

2010-06-29T20:27:00.005+08:00

YAY!! SO IT WAS KOREAN BBQ HOUSE WE GO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN!!

HAHAHHA, MEMBERSHIP CARD. WTF.

INTRIGUED FACES.

GERMAN CHEESE CAKE FROM KINGS. TASTED SO DAMN BLOODY ARSE GOOD.

I CHOSE IT. BRILLIANT CHOICE AND TASTE, I KNOW (:

yeahppp, 3 tables of us, that makes 25 people! man, we should have 28! ;/

jon trying to do flying-bike stunt! ;p

OMG AARON -.-

KIN OMG YIP GET TO DRIVE AND 4 OTHER LUCKY PASSENGERS GOT INTO THE CAR SO THEY SKIPPED THE WALKING PART! & NO, I WASNT ONE OF THE "LUCKY" ONES. HAHAHAHAHAH. MAINLY BECAUSE I CHOSE TO WALK! THAT'S THE FUN MAN!

XOXOOOOOO'

<3 JANYI!

26th of JUNE (:

2010-06-26T19:32:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 18TH MONTHSARY BABY :D I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

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Spent the whole afternoon playing with the beloved and the cutest creature on earth - TWINKLE (: (:

liked <3

dropped dead & gorgeous !

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Teacher's day celebration on the twenty-fifth. My first time going to school on special occassion like these but oh well, the performance are good (: HEH so yeap!

LION DANCE ? O.O

THE FREGGING CROWD. OHGOSH.

YAY, LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL !

THE MAN WHO BROKE ALL GIRLS' DREAMS

2010-06-19T21:39:00.005+08:00

2010-06-19T21:18:00.004+08:00

SPOTTED ;

AS IT TURNS OUT KHLOE KARDASHIAN HAS GOT HERSELF A PAIR OF GLITTERY GORG.

yeahp, that's right, those are carrie bradshaw's LOONGGGGG legs! (:

2010-06-19T20:30:00.005+08:00

HEY, EXCITED MUCH ?!! (: (:

YOU BET I WAS. ;) IT'S SEX AND THE CITY DAY!!!!!

RATE; 9.5/10 !
Well, you'd probably enjoy it more if you follow the series like I do (: (: THE FASHION IS AWESOME. & As usual, samantha jones' "jokes". All in all, 2 hours of 26 minutes of fashion, men, sex and tits. Very nice. Though, it could have used a little more flavour.

I DOUBLE LIKE GSC IN PAVILION (:

eclipse ! - 8th of july!

PRETTY HUH, it's not tiny, nor confined. it's in fact, very airy (: (:

GOD KNOWS WHAT WE DID !

& I'm given a Friday's VIP card because I'm a very very regular customer there.

(: (:

outfit of ze day;

the best companion in the world. <3

BTW, I was lying about the VIP card thing, but I do think I deserve it. I'm there so often I'm so sick of the food, make sense?!

/// ps. school is starting, boo to the hoo!

XO'

,

2010-06-18T13:04:00.003+08:00

THE BIG COMMA, SOMETIMES REPRESENT A LOT MORE THAN ANY OF US CAN THINK OF.

A COMMA, SOMETIMES REPRESENT THE CONTINUATION OF A BEAUTIFUL STORY, OR INCOMING CHAPTERS OF DISASTER.

A COMMA, IN OTHER TIMES, REPRESENT WHAT WILL HAPPEN AND WHAT IF?

My Mind is the Scene of the Crime

2010-06-18T12:50:00.004+08:00

WHAT'S MY MOST VALUABLE SECRET ?

My most valuable secret that I don't want to be stolen would be all the malevolent feeling that sometimes rooted in me because I'm a human, just like you. These feelings may include the 7 deathly sins - greed, envy, wrath, pride, lust, gluttony and sloth. It's not that I'm trying to hide anything from anyone, but while I'm trying so hard to fight agaisnt those sins, I certainly don't need other people come stealing my inner feelings and my way to sanity altogether. Because the minute I lose those secrets, I'll lose the power to manipulate my mind - what's right and not, and I will, lose myself eventually.

2010-06-16T21:47:00.005+08:00

HEY BABY, this is for you (:

I'm horrible, for only talking to you when my battery did not die because I'm too lazy to grab charger. I'm horrible, for replying so slow when I'm occupied by other things. But I like talking to you, because you're the best listener, and the best companion. Just listening is what I needed most all the time. Ha, I guess you will win in a listening competition - because you can never give me an opinion when I ask for one. But 'ts okay, because I'm always the one talking, funny isn't it! I can't stop talking. Enjoying in French Village, huh? WHAT ABOUT ME! :O HA HA. Guess you deserve some holidays after all the stresssssssssssss. Love you lots baby. Long journey we have come through, huh? Nice. I love you.

2010-06-16T20:27:00.002+08:00

HA- HA, LONG TIME, HUHH?

HELLO, HELLO (:

2010-06-16T19:44:00.008+08:00

I took a trip to the bird park, OMGOSH, cannot believe it right? Me NEITHER. Butttt (: (: I'm a good fellow, I love animals! & the bird park happens to be in IKANO, which is like a shopping malls. HEH. I just wasted 3 minutes of your time. BOO ! OMG, just when you think that no one can get any lamer, the duck below think she can be. So she decided to stuck out her big belly and sit on her ass, stoning for hours.
PEACOCK THAT HAS GOTTEN TOO LAZY TO FLAP HER FEATHER.

HORN'S BILL. SLEEPING.

OSTRICH EGG.

CUTE AND FAT. BARN'S OWL.

LIBRARY 15/06/2010. PORTUGAL VS IVORY COASTA (???) ANYWAY 0-0. ARGH, WHAT A WASTE OF TIME. BUT HEH RONALDO SCOLDED FUCK YOU.

FAT GIRL AND FAT BOY! (:

16/06/2010 (; CLIOD - COLLEGE LIFE IN ONE DAY!

LAKESIDE CAMPUS IS SEX. I'M GOING TO STUDY THERE FOR THE 4 FLOORS OF LIBRARY, FANCY RESTAURANTS, KAYAK, SWIMMING POOL, AND HOPEFULLY, LOUNGE (: (:

A very distracting lecture theater..

Gossip Girl's staircase (:

ZER RINN'S AWESOME BEDROOM. That stair goes to the bed OMGOSH.

and very very well-decorated french style living room. Check out the stairs baby. They're not held by any handle, they're literally plucked into the wall. :O

XXX

like my new layout ?

2010-06-13T01:42:00.002+08:00

dude, my new guy is matthew bomer from white collar - sex of the month (: (:

SERIOUSLY, THIS IS THE MOST BRILLIANT SERIES I'VE EVER WATCHED IN MY LIFE AND IT AMAZES ME HOW SMART THESE PEOPLE CAN GET, ESPECIALLY NEAL CAFFREY (MATTHEW BOMER). WITH HIS PIERCING DAZZLING BLUE FREAKING EYES AND ABS OF AN IRON MAN AND THE SWEET TALKING SKILLS THAT JUST COME OUT SO DAMN NATURALLY OUT OF HIS SILVER TONGUE, NOTHING BEATS WHITE COLLAR. 90210 IS SO LAST MONTH BABY. & DUDE, IT'S NOT SOME ORDINARY CHEAP SKATE SHOW YOU CAN GET ON THE STREET, HELL, ITS NOT EVEN ANYWHERE NEAR BLOND SHOWS. ENJOY!

ALL MY LOVE , XO'

2010-06-10T20:13:00.001+08:00

You know what would suck?

A flaming-hot guy dating a stunning long-legged girl. :O

2010-06-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

Things are different,
No matter how hard we try fight it,
These changes haunt us,
No matter where the hell we are.

And maybe, that's the truth.

For a very very long time, I'd thought like what the heck, I should like, try to change things and see if it works out. And for a very long time, I was fighting through that phase. That phase of being alone. No one understands, literally none. There was a period, going to school seems the hardest thing to do, because I'm alone. Because no one was there for me. And there was a period, when I had to choose between two group of people. And when I had make that choice, I thought, what the hell, it's going to work. Recently, I found out. It's not going to work. The world is so because history say so. Sometimes, people just get left out. And that phase might be over soon, but it comes back. Why do you even think people resort to smoking and taking drugs. Because they're left out. And that's about the most reasonable reason that can be given. It's not like I'm about to stoop so low, no offense, but what the heck. Things change, and before I even know it, people move on, and you end up, alone, like before, not knowing who to turn to. Simply because there wasn't anyone. So you keep it within yourself. Because you'd lose your dignity for confessing that being alone, sucks. Dude, I don't want to go back that path again, but there has to be solid reason for me not to do so. Because being uninvited to parties, really suck.

No one shall read this. ( :

2010-06-06T22:17:00.008+08:00

Honestly, I AM A HUGEEEEE FAN OF FOOD.

I used to be a eat-to-live person, but somewhere in between the sad days of living without food,

I've come to my senses that I actually, literally live to eat.

I mean, like, heck, you can throw me a ton of nice and yummy and salty and sweet and cheesy and sinful food. and you'd see me gobbling them down, happily and almost mercilessly. I'm a pig, and that's life (:

So for the whole damn day yesterday, I was in the mall with another 5 pigs, and these are what I ate ; MCD sausage mcmuffin with egg

NEW YORK DELI Caesar Chicken Pizza

GARDEN'S Spaghetti Carbonara

TGIF Friday's Sundae

TGIF BROWNIE OBSSESSION

TGIF Mocha Mud Pie

TGIF Mac & Cheese

& This is my next target ;

CHILLI'S Molten Chocolate Cake

I TOLD YOU SO - I CAN EAT DAMN WELL.

2010-05-31T22:03:00.004+08:00

The Sun rose from the back of the mountains,

Green, blue, pink ;

A wash, a glow, a lightness, as though slowly, faintly, bringing back a sea of memories.

Time had ran past us, and that is how I remember it;

Perfect as square and round as moon.

A photography dated 1st Nov 2007,

and

that's how we refer it.

2010-05-31T16:29:00.003+08:00

GEMMA ARTERTON IS SEX!

RATE ; 10/10

FINALLY an action-packed movie (: (:

N, I had my hair cut (:

2010-05-28T14:29:00.002+08:00

HEYY (: (: 'M SORRY BLOG HAS BEEN SO LACK OF UPDATES . I`LL BE BACK DURING THE HOLIDAYS!

( WITH A NICE HAIR CUT )

2010-05-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

I am in fear.

The High Court has delievered the Order of Death to be executed on the 18th February, 2034, upon a criminal whose sins can never be sanctified. After weeks of trials, the criminal was found guilty and was assign to the penalty of Death.

Whilst many people in the society fear of Death, I fear living. To live is like to put me through the assaults of Hell. Only, my fear of living went past beyond the pain in Hell. Every waking moment of my life, my soul is tortured by the devil of Living. "Enjoy your last meal," the stout police officer said with a high-pitched, cheerful tone. He is congratulating me! The realization hit me, I will be sentenced to death tomorrow. I am a dying man, yet I stand with pride because I was going to die tomorrow. I have finally achieved a peace of mind. To die signifies to leave the Earth, the living hell and head towards the Heaven.

MONDAY- 16TH FEBRUARY 2034, The brilliant criminal who is said to have the combined traits of brilliance of both Bill Gates and William Henry, had been arrested by the police department of United States. Henry Bill, the foremost enemy of the States is described as the ancestors of Devil, the root of all evil, the frightful creation of Mother Earth. In the past 20 years of his life, he has commited the most grevious offense against the law. He started off robbing hand bags, vandalising and drug abusing as a growing teenager. Later on, he moved on to more serious crime like setting up a fire, burning down a place, kidnapping. To much surprise, Henry has been kept in the prison in Shutter Island and have broken out successfully. Considering the fact that Shutted Island is the most isolated prison for criminals whose sanity are ebbed and are considered the most dangerous criminals, his intelligence was not to be doubted. Upon his succesful endeavour in breaking out of the Shutter Island Prison, Henry Bill rejoice by commiting more evil crime. He began raping young woman and little girls, planning attacks against the President of United States, Barack Obama, and has successfully set off the integrasion of the States."

I was described as insanity. That was not how I would have liked it. Somewhere in me, I know that all my wrongdoings are sane. I search through my memory bank and replay all the vivid memory of all the crimes I have commited. Secretly, I let out a laugh so wicked. I began to howl when more and more flashbacks appear at the back of my head. For all I know, it was my mother who has set me off to be such a cold-blooded reptile. My mother who had filed a wrongful birth lawsuit against me. My mother that did not want me nor like me. Her cruelty of abandoning me when I was still a crying baby - barely knowing what it meant to sue a wrongful birth lawsuit. My own family thought that I should not have been born. Why then, mother? Why did you bother to summon my soul to this earth - Hell as I would like to call it. The mental torture that you have created in me was overmastering.

Simply put, nobody wanted me. Ignoring guilty conscience- which I am quite surprise myself that I even know what is right and wrong considering my mother, had not taught me a single word or in that case, any word or anything. My heart ached and my pulse raised everytime I think about you, mom. I needed to release my anger. I needed to know how to express myself. So I resolved in commiting crime. I started off with minor crime like vandalism and it gives me a pang of satisfaction that I had never gotten in my life. I felt relieved, almost soaring when I see the pieces of junk that has been broken down. . .

As I grew, minor crimes like drug abusing, shop lifting could not sustain my cry for attention. I needed something more satisfying.. and bloody. I needed power and to manipulative. And I did exactly just that, I kidnapped, rapped and killed as I like because it gives me a sense of control that I could have never gotten in my life otherwise. I knew that if I hated the world so much, I could have commited suicide. But No, I wanted other people to feel the pain that you have created in me, mother. You are the root to all these, I am not the one to be blamed. You are the cause of the deaths of so many innocent lifes, may you be blessed by their evil souls haunting you.

2010-05-04T21:25:00.001+08:00

I'M STILL ALIVE :D :D

Which course should I choose for the Taylor's College Life In One Day thinggg ?

2010-04-28T15:41:00.003+08:00

28th, april 2010. The cruelty, inhumanity of my neighbour is sickening.

Just this morning, my neighbour, who is like, the owner of a few SUBWAY branches, called the MBPJ to catch the stray dogs in our neighbourhood. It wasn't cruel enough of him to have whacked them, he had to pick up the phone and dial that number. It isn't the MBPJ'S fault, really, they were just doing their job. It was my neighbour's fault. If anything, I can just call RSCPA and like fuhreaking arrest him of his evil deeds which sums up to be a mountain and he is probably going to end of to be a mosquitoes in his after life. THANK GOD.

Please just imagine what the stray dogs are going to go, and what the hell are they going to eat now? I really don't understand how is he even rearing a dog. Poor dogs that shrieked and yelled their lungs out, as if they were crying. :( :(

It wasn't enough for him to complain about my husky everyday. He had to complain to the MBPJ about my house about MY DOG. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. Go fucking mind your own subway. Totally wonder why and how in the world he even got the aunthority to manage SUBWAY. Like wtfbbq. I totally blacklist SUBWAY now thanks to you, whore.

ATTENTION TO YOU LOSERS WHO HATE ANIMALS, ESPECIALLY DOGS. GO TO HELL.

2010-04-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

Funniest movie Ive seen in the longest time, rating ; 10/10

2010-04-24T14:04:00.003+08:00

DEAR JOHN = CHANNING TATUM. HE WAS ON FIRE, Amanda Seyfried is so lucky! Much to my surprise, my boyfriend agreed that Channing is sex. haha. (:

RATE; 8/10

THEY HAVE AMAZING SOUNDTRACKS. I tried uploading some that I like into my mixpod on my blog! (:

enjoy, ta ta! X

2010-04-21T21:35:00.001+08:00

I MISS CAMP :( AND I'M FUCKING SERIOUS.

2010-04-20T19:57:00.003+08:00

So guys, I am trying really hard to blog here, but the photos won't be uploaded. I'm so sleepy by just sitting here and waiting. AND I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW. so, i'm really trying to proof my point here man. Which is I really wanted to blog. ha ha, thank you so much for giving up on me for most of you guys.

I finally dined in New York Deli at One Utama after hearing it for almost a million time. Thang is, the food was really good. (: (: haha, honestly I even took the effort to memorize the names for like a week. Now that it was weeks ago, I can't remember a word. I'm sorry, I tried my best guys :( But this was really good, some chocolate milk shake which tasted like cookies'n'cream from JuiceWorks. <3

Philly Cheese Steak Burger. Yum :D, not enough cheese though, if you ask me.

Caesar chicken pizza. DEFINITELY THE BOMB.

We had our drama week not too long ago. AND ANDDDD IT WAS A SUCCESS.

5A IS THE CLASS , BABAY!

As a matter of fact, I just came back from a camp in school 2 days ago, I have no idea why in the world am I still so tired. I can doze off any minute , no kid'. I'm like a tiger who hunted for prey for years w/o resting. Like seriously. In fact, I'm heading to bed now. Will post up camp photos if I have time. THANK YOU FOR READING.

XXXX

2010-04-11T23:29:00.001+08:00

MISSION : TO UNRAVEL THE TANGLED MESS OF MY LIFE.

2010-04-08T22:07:00.004+08:00

Note to all sexy readers that do know me in person ; Please just pretend you don't know anything after reading.

The last thing I need is sympathy that any stranger could give me. Words that did not come out from you sincerely. I've had a rocky path these days, definitely something I don't want to remember if I've ever had amnesia. I came here to say, what you see of me doing is not what I really intended to. I've cried maybe to you, for the simplest reason, but deep down, I cried because of a lot more. And somehow you managed to skip past it as a friend, my friend to be precise. Then again, when do we not jump into conclusions?

For the first time today, I felt so miserable that when I headed to canteen, I'd wished to see the four familiar face, 3 of whom I've known for a really long time. They however, were not there. So I put up the happy face that I always do, and try - really hard - to talk to someone, anyone, but to no avail.

It then came to my senses that I stopped talking to anyone at all because I have faith in no one. I could trust no one. Because through the judgements you've made of me just show how pathetically little you know of me through these years. Life is a maze. I began to question myself these days, who the hell are you? I scrutinized the reflection of my figure ; What the hell is wrong with me?

I don't want to say I'm psychotic but this - who am I right now - was exactly how I behaved last year. Apparently, no one was deep enough to discover my hold backs, my despair, my soulessness ; I'm assuming no one will know this too. Just the way I like it. I don't need your sympathy, I'm tougher than I think I am.

Or so I'd preferred to believe in.

I'd prefer if nobody knows the real me at all, because those who do, rarely occur in my life. Those who really know me will know that I will never cry in public unless it's a situation so bad that I'm lacking of strength to hold back the welling of tears at the side of cornea. I needed to cry, not because I wanted to. If you think I'm not a friend good enough for you, leave the hell off me. I'm sick and tired seeing you sticking around acting as if you care, but in fact, you judge me like everyone else behind my back, and in front of me. Not that the fact that my BEST FRIENDS judge me in front of helps. Thanks alot. I really needed that. If you really knew me, you'd know how sensitive I am when come to criticisms, and if you really knew me, you would have nicely picked your words, to protect me from being hurt by you.

I honestly think, I at least deserve that.

Jason walker - down.

I don't know where I'm at,

I'm standing at the back,

I'm tired of waiting, waiting here in line,

hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing.

2010-04-05T22:56:00.002+08:00

I, WILL BE BACK ON THE WEEKENDS :D
Don't you sink in despair,
loves!

2010-04-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

I just travelled back from Olympus to this modern world armed with such technology, internet. The Clash of Titans was an amazing movie, filled with excitement and so much of owhmygawd power, you know? For you foolish men out there who ever thought of betraying God, go ahead and watch it. You will know that the GODS are immortal, magnificent and fear no armours.

Funny thing is the boyfriend's parents wanted to name him Zeus, so in other words, I kinda watch Zeus acting with Zeus. Get me ? :D :D

rate ; 9/10!

2010-03-24T19:47:00.005+08:00

Everything gets older each day.
Relationships grow stronger; Dogs draw themselves closer to their
respective dying age; Clothes slowly becoming vintage; Paper worn out,
changes colour even; Memories turn obscure, fuzzy; Humans however, only grow
weaker, afraid of what will be coming next, praying for health and
felicity.

Things leave us. I honestly cannot imagine the
day when someone I love and am so used to being around leaves me. I
can't imagine losing my parents, my dogs. Not having them in my life
is like cutting me into pieces, I am sure. Grief is often said
deeper than the ocean.

And I pray, health to be granted to my folks as they age.

2010-03-23T13:57:00.003+08:00

While waiting for BEJEWELED BLITZ to load, heh, my newly discovered game. :D I am here to announce that I did a drama for my oral test of scenes in ONE TREE HILL SEASON 7 EPISODE 10. Got the whole idea from it, and consequently, I've gotten like 30/30 and so did my team mates. So bless me for coming up with such a brilliant idea.

So you think you can dance was so awesome yesterday. ASHLEIGH IS LOVE ! <3

2ND day of school after a short one-week break, tiring and the thought of having to revise and study is not exactly life-sustaining. No kid', it's been way too long a drag and I can't afford to lose anytime anymore. Having said that, I shouldn't be here.

BTW, bm drama coming up, themed drugs. Ideas, anyone? (: (:

OH HIGHLIGHT : my mother bought me a 16gb thumbdrive!! LIKE OMGOSH, i didn't even beg her or anything, I basically just told her once that I'll be going to buy my thumbdrive and then yesterday she just bought it w/o telling me. I mean, wow man. That's just not my mother. It's like 110 bucks, not a lot, but a thumbdrive? OMLORD. I am so grateful though, now I can happily store all my series in there and it's so portable! :D love her!

2010-03-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEEPS <3 I've just watched Lovely Bones yesterday. Seriously, blame Malaysia for releasing it so late, it was released in other countries since last year December. 3 months of DELAY? oh, don't give me that crap. But it was good man, for those of you whom have seriously no clue about the story line just like me, go and watch it. It's pretty impressive how the story goes and the way the director conveyed the story. :D rate ; 9/10. I have the book, but i just haven't read it yet.

On a sadder note, I've not done much throughout the holidays and school is about to start in one day time. FML.

SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE HUH !

2010-03-16T19:23:00.005+08:00

Seriously, I am so very inspired by the dancers in So You Think You Can Dance. Boy were the top 20 good. It's like the top 14 this week already, it's such a pity the judges had to let go Pauline and Peter. I'm such a hugeeee fan of Pauline, she's got that Asian-Hawaiian look which is really really sweet.

I really DO think that they're the hottest girls I've ever seen, the fact that they can dance so well just adds up to be a bonus. I enjoyed watching them dance. I am in a state of shock how wonderful the choreographies were. & how it seems so easy for their bodies to put the steps into such a routine. Love it.

ESPECIALLY THIS DURING THE TOP 16 WEEK : ASHLEIGH IS LIKE 'ZE BOMB. This cane dance is something you need to watch in your life. I look up to you guys! (: <3> KAREN. Honestly, I've always thought all karen's are hot. This Karen just prove my point right, she's got that nicole scherzinger face baby! I love her all the way! (Y)

7.48pm Like seriously? I never knew I would be related to dance. Not a second had I thought I'd like dancing. I used to be plead my sister to change channel when she's watching any sort of dance shows. I asked her, why'd you take up ballroom when she did. For the past year, I've done some dancing. A very new experience for me. Sugarush, is the team.

7.50pm I know right, it's not like I'm really good or anything, but you know practice really makes perfect, I'm like a tad better in my body waves and sort. You get me? I mean, since I started dancing, I started watching more and more dance shows.

7.51pm I'm at awe, how can anyone dance so well, I mean, HOEMOGOSH. I really look up to basically, anyone that can dance. You don't try, you don't know right? I never thought I would have liked dancing, and I'm standing tall at this minute, telling the world that, dancing is a great passion. I like it.

7.56pm It's time to hit the books, and am wondering wtcrap reads this anyway? None the less, If ever, anyone is reading this, check out Cecelia Ahern - A Place Called Here. It's very mysterious, just the way I like it. It's time off now, babes!

'XO

2010-03-14T23:27:00.004+08:00

HELLO SEXY BABES. :D

I'm all to be blamed for not posting an update even though it's our first semester break of the year 2010, it's going to be an uneventful one I'm sho', as its time to really focus on studies and revisions. FYI, i havnt been catching up with revisions for about 5 months by now.

11.25pm I need to do something about my hair, because all these while, for about like few months, I had yet to notice my hair is too bob-ish. It's too round over back, and from the side view, it's just such a turn-off. But dang,is that why the many stares I get once I'm on the streets? :(

THANKS TO THE BRILLIANT BOYFRIEND FO' LYING TO ME ALL THE TIME TELLING ME IT'S THE PRETTIEST HAIRCUT.

awtghgosh. what am I to do now, since it's not growing at a faster rate ?

11.31 pm I really began to think I'm a bisexual. I'm anxious because I'm about to pick up the phone to call my 5 year old girlfriend, harpreet kaur. It's been a very long time since I last dialed that number so OMGOSH. I don't know why.

11.32pm I watched ALICE THE WONDERLAND on friday with the boyf as usual. It was 3D for us, but to my disappointment, the visual effects were at all satisfying. I expected too much didnt i? Storyline was appealing, but not too outstanding. I like the fact that Alice could shrink and grow in a glimpse of an eye by just drinking or eating something. The fact really amazes me, considering I've nt been much of a cartoon fellow. . . . I'd take it you get me.

rate ; 7.5/10

edit// I lost count of the date, it's already MARCH 14, I needed blogger to remind me of how 3 months passed by without a footprint left behind.

2010-03-12T10:39:00.002+08:00

90210 & GOSSIP GIRL IS BACKKKK BABY (: (:

I loveee (:

2010-03-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

At this pathetic moment, I am super
stress. I'm not running a multi-million dollar company or anything, but my
stress level has reached the peak. I am drowning, I need a tube. I can swim, but
I can't move. I need to think, and think and think.. My brain juice is running
out, my brain is fried.

SOMEBODY HELP ME OUT !

2010-03-06T12:22:00.002+08:00

NOTE : I WATCHED NINE. You tell me what you think after you watch it, because I can't give it a rate. But I've got to admit the setting and the dance, the lingeries and the posing is VERY cool.

Next movie : Alice in the wonderland 3D - is a must.

Chinese New Year Open House 1 & 2

2010-03-06T10:35:00.006+08:00

SERIOUSLY, my teacher is officially the best teacher. She invited us to her open house! LIKE, OMGOS :O

The far and long journey to SUBANG for delicious pastea &

MEXICAN WRAP!!

check out my wrap! :D lotsa cheese and beef hidden :p

Pn Chew Moi Ling ( : Love her cosy house!

TADAAAAAA! THE SKIN IS DAMN GOOD.

The crew that went (: (:

& then, Neil's open house!

WE had yee sang again. This year, I'm fortunate to get to eat yee sang in all the open house!

HEH (: NEXT UPDATE. . . SOON.

ps interhouse games, I'm so not ready for you. Canteen day is love (: FOOD.

King's farewell @ PD for a day! :(

2010-02-28T13:31:00.005+08:00

GUESS WHAT?!! It's Port Dickson this time! And that is Liang Zhi's car :D Imma good photographer!

Boy was I impressed that even the public beach in PD is eye-catching. Obviously it's nothing compared to california's, but boyyyy!

Grossssssssssssssssss, these are the little and tiny holes made by the crabs, hermit crabs or wtsver.

BIG KING LYING ON HIS MAT TRYING TO GET TANNED. Keyword: trying.

LADY BIRD GEH.

Ian and his Hairless leg, according to courtney. Keyword : Hairless.

SEXY BITCHES.

Sophia Geh w her very lame pose.

FAT BOY + HOT GIRL.
;p

Grey sheets of clouds hung overhead. And it marked the end of the journey, yet another wonderful trip. Goodbye King, take care over there in Perth. Your current heaven, I hope. (: I will see you, when you come back!

2010-02-27T20:54:00.003+08:00

THIS IS IT : SUGARUSH!!!

our intro, cool huh! :D

OUTFIT IS LOVE !

SUGARUSH + HOT ATTICS! <3

stay tuned for more photos babes! loves!

XOXO

thank you for those who attended MCC and cheered and supported!

2010-02-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

Musical Charity Concert tomorrow from 1.30pm at TAYLOR'S MAIN CAMPUS in Subang. SEE YOU
THERE. You seriously don't want to miss it.

Tickets selling at RM 20 which includes AWESOME AWESOME performances (dances which branch out to contemporary, hip hop, traditional, locking, bands, pantomime, beat boxing etc. Support SUGARUSH, you will love me man (:

Oh, food will be provided too.

See you there :D

2010-02-21T22:09:00.001+08:00

I'M SORRY TO BREAK IT GUYS. BUT THE
FESTIVAL IS ENDING, WHICH MEANS SCHOOL IS IN.LESS.THAN.12.HOURS.TIME.
GG :(

2010-02-16T18:36:00.006+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR REUNION DINNER. COOKIES!! I've got lots. come to my house ! (:

Sister. Grandma. Myself.

Dad's side.

the festive of cakes. ?

CHILDHOOD BESTFRIEND + ONE.

Jeffrey, Denise, Debbie, Diane + YEE SANG

SIS + POKER FACE.

BABOOM, HALF THE CROWD.

新年快乐，恭喜发财!

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fatt Choy!

Enjoy it before school starts ! (:

SPREAD THE LOVE WORLDWIDE!

2010-02-13T16:54:00.003+08:00

Damn it, I didn't win the premiere tickets and I didn't get to watch it on couple seats either :( And I had to watch it when I was having fever, damn power right? :) :) All for the boyf.

So, I'd said that the movie had too big a cast already, some people outcast others. Like ashton outcasted patrick. Damn it! Patrick Dempsey only came out for like, a few scenes. And it's so obvious that the director was forced to put the taylors in. Like OMG, if you're a fan of taylor swift, you'd probably hate her after the movie. If you're not even a fan of hers *ahem, like me* , you'd hate her guts man. Typical dumb blonde character. So, i'd rate it 8/10. It's however, really funny and comedy-ish.

IN ADVANCE, i wish you lovely readers The Best Valentine's Day & Chinese New Year <3

2010-02-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

I'M HERE TO MARK THE START OF A ONE-WEEK-I-LOVE-YOU-BREAK.

To watching Valentine's Day & Patrick Dempsey and CNY shopping
tomorrow! :) Sweeeeeeeeeeeee-t!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Somehow, I'm especially excited about it this year.

2010-02-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

"Love is a game that two can play and both win." Eva Gabor

2010-02-10T14:48:00.004+08:00

Lacking of events and parties?

YOU HEARD IT RIGHT, IT'S OPEN FOR PUBLIC!

COME TO THE JOINT MUSICAL CHARITY CONCERT (MCC) IN TAYLORS' MAIN CAMPUS, SUBANG. Brilliant performances and meeting new cliques and at the same time, help in raising fund for breast cancer researches. Yep, that's right, you wouldn't want to miss it for the world - not when I'm performing with SUGARUSH.

*click to enlarge*

This project is Co-organized by a total of 13 Leo Clubs.(Leo Club of PJI, SMK Seafield, SMK USJ 8, La Salle PJ, SMK Taman Petaling, SMK Taman SEA, Taylor's College, SMK USJ 13, SMK USJ4, SMK Damansara Utama, SMK Damansara Jaya, SMK Assunta and SMK Subang Utama)

DUDE, LET'S RAISE SOME FUNDS!

xo'

2010-02-07T16:15:00.005+08:00

The fact that humans are a sponge that sucks up the last moisture of compliment is never going to change. Compliments give us a great push in whatever we're pursuing. Like many many other things under the stretch of blue clouds, it's a fact. I'm saying I like compliments :D and that officially proof my humanity.

"Happy birthday, sis! I'm sure it's going to be a great year
for you!"

2010-02-05T18:10:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking NUFFNANG should have to give me the
tickets for the premiere of Valentine's Day, please? :/

2010-02-02T19:29:00.004+08:00

GROW UP. They put the blame on someone else because it's easier that way. It's the easy way out. They however, do not realise that running away from problems are only and eventually going to haunt you down. So what you've been running up a steep, hard path. You'd be surprised only to find the same problem becoming your obstacle that trips you countless time. What you damn need is a solution. I of all people, understand that is not easy to find the mental strength when all the happenings that you never wished for are drowning your spirits, making you weak. But I do know that - anxiety and fear of judgements are only going to make matters worse. Worst of all, expression of rage and growing hatred are not the right way to react when things don't go your way. Frankly, we are all tired of trying. Tired of trying to be nice, friendly, to be fitted in. Hey, it's life right? We need to keep trying because if you stop trying at the age of 17, your life is over. Hundreds of people out there are dying to get a chance to live. SO why the hell are you wasting it. I'm not a religious person, but I believe you're here for a reason. You're here on a mission, whether a big one or otherwise, it's a mission, you fulfil it. Sometimes when I see people giving up, I get annoyed and angry. Why the hell can't you just try harder. You blame people for shiz that they did not do. You are a hell of frustration. I've been through that phase of fighting hard. I've conquered fear and lonesome. I'm now a free man. I am proud to tell you that Life is Love.

Sometimes, fat chances are how you want to look at things.

2010-01-30T10:50:00.003+08:00

HEY PEEPS LOVE :D. My blog has been a total wreck I KNOW. but believe me, when I say I'm busy, I am.

SO back on track, I was supposed to go for Boys Like Girls concert yesterday at mount kiara. Though in the end I didn't make it because of certain complications and dilemmas. FUNNY RIGHT -.- So, in a few hours time, i'll be heading to taylors' for dance practice?

OH, and this is the LATEST movie I've watched, fame. It showed how a bunch of people die to get into this talent school. Boy, were they talented. It was very inspiring and I learned alot from them. Compared to toothfairy, I think I've picked a better movie. The cast can sing, rap, dance really really well. You must be surprised how it's so coordinated for every single move. You'll love it. (: (: It came out on thursday, so what are you waiting? :D

I rate 9.5/10. Definitely movie of the month!

& thanks for the comments guys, it keeps me motivated to keep bloggging . X

2010-01-26T17:53:00.003+08:00

Omg, hi. Have you ever had awkward moments with a friend? YES, I am currently going through that and I'm damn well sure it's my problem. Why- I'm clueless. Things happen w/o a valid reason. All weird things happen in my life, you reckon?

2010-01-25T23:35:00.001+08:00

THE BEST- ONE TREE HILL SEASON 7 EPISODE 12&13. Its a sweet and bitter twist. :) <3

2010-01-22T02:17:00.000+08:00

WOBBLE ;)

2010-01-20T19:44:00.002+08:00

I believe,What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.
It's not the easiest time to face the world, but I guess I will get through
it.

My Valentine’s Day

2010-01-19T19:37:00.007+08:00

Seriously, why the hell not Patrick Dempsey. Come on man, we all know he is definitely too perfect for Meredith (Ellen Pompeo). Anyone with a pair of piercing greyish-blue eyes like dear Mcdreamy would so pick me over her. Wtcrap right, a girl can dream (: <3

Do you really wanna know what is it about Patrick that really caught my attention. It's not the body, or the chest hair. It's definitely the accent, the softness of his soul, the attentive look and the steamy serious face when he squints. Nothing, and i mean nothing, is ever going to beat that look.

So, what's happening on MY Valentine's Day with Mcdreamy. *pussy wails*

*DRUM ROLLS*

Definitely, the beach.

I'm so sorry guys, but we'd probably be spending the night before VDay together as well. So we'd wake up on the same bed, naked. With the most gentle fingers running through my long, silky, black hair, Patrick kisses me on the forehead and whispered, "Hey, I love you babe, Happy Valentine's day." I'm probably the most contented woman alive, so I smiled from my heart.

Patrick gets up from the bed, and make me the most srcumptious breakfast in bed I've ever tasted. Getting dressed up together, later on. How is my life SO perfect.

Seriously, fancy restaurants, red carpets are too overrated.

We're in his beach house in Hawaii. In my seductive black bikini and his favourite board shorts. We took off to the beach. Gushing waves rush towards us in a welcoming manner, the rough wind ruffles through his dark, thick hair. We get into our surf boards and surf surf and surf...

We got tired, so we lie on our surf boards, one next to the other, hand in hand, let the sun bathes us. God, I love my Patrick.

Back on the shore, we'll make out a bit and there, lying down on the beach, putting on our Armani aviartors, ignoring the papparazi, I lay in his muscular and perfectly-shaped arms. Together, we watch the sun sets. .

Later in the evening, we will take his private jet to San Francisco for the best steak in town. (:

Over dinner, I keep staring into his dreamy eyes. And there, I'm falling deeper for him with each minute gone by. I know, he's the man that I can rely on. And that's when he came close to me, whispered to my ears "In the a sea of people, I found you."

He stood up, had one knee down on the floor, whipped out the 5carat diamond ring from his pocket and proposed in the sweetest, sincerest tone ever, "Will you marry me?"

2010-01-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

I've to do some retarded drug deco for my
class in school, and I'm just going to put Heath Ledger's face. I'm a big fan of
his (: <3

coming from someone who has zero creativity.

If it was fashion week, bam, you wait and see lah :D

2010-01-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

; Of glory and fame. Life as the 90210 star.

My 2010 resolution is to become ADRIANNA TATE-DUNCAN who's going to sleep with LIAM COURT. There, you have it. hahahahhahaha, wtfbbq.

2010-01-16T19:32:00.004+08:00

16th Jan

7.33 pm : I'm freaking bored out of my mind, which totally explains why I'm blogging this way again. Apparently and surprisingly, this anonymous dude commented that he likes me blogging this way. Like seriously?

7.35pm : I FORGOT to blog about paranormal activity, you bitches! It's prolly the scariest movie I've ever watched for the past 17 years. Omg, I couldn't sleep for 3 days after watching the movie. And you SO have to watch it because a) it's too scary , thats why its nice. b) It's telling you guys that DON'T ever choose some psycho girlfriend who is followed by a spirit

7.36pm : Like seriously, throughout the whole movie, the girl has been nothing but annoying, lazy, and even more annoying. LIKE hello? she blamed the bf for everything when the bf has been the one who stood up with enough courage every damn night.

7.38pm : I seriously have no clue why am I so angry. But the whole day I've been very, very not nice. To anyone, my bf, and my parents. Omg. I do hate the world. For some unknown reason.

7.41PM : I've too many things to do but am so damn lazy to get my butt started. Which sums up to the peak of my "damn it" day. Why is it that weekends turn out to be much, much more tiring than weekdays. Nothing is making sense. My life is a fucking mess.

7.42pm : Don't even try to mess w me. Fuck it, I'm off to grey's anatomy, season 1. Dr. Shephard is HOT.

RATE ; 10/10

2010-01-12T18:56:00.010+08:00

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE WONDERING. . .

My blog is struggling to stay alive, literally. School has been going on for about 10 days now. And I can barely find time to come online, don't even ask why. Because I really don't know. To my loyal readers, I'm so sorry to have you to wait and wait and wait for a pathetic update. So from now onwards, posts will only be posted once a week and twice tops. See you around! (:

So here's something interesting happened last year. WOW, right? so fast half a month gone. Last year, december.

I was sixteen. 1 - 6

Wtcrap, all soaked thanks to water balloons.
Waiting to blow off 16 (: :(

Part of the game. HAHAH

Jon is SO enjoying it man!

S' crib

Big big mirror (:

Taking bus to there (:

Waiting bus for an hour plus. Wtcrap. Though, it was fun because it's like, my third time taking bus. (:(:

Stressed sial cause of foos. wtcrap

I SO LOVE THIS PIC <3> 16 candles - we've all blown them off.

& IT WAS YEAR 2009, another year with ng zer rinn. The youngest among us all, 31st december 2009. I love you(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS.

That, was how I've celebrated to New Year's. S' crib, slept over with 9 other friends. Scared ourselves to death as usual, I'm kinda wondering how it happened since most of them are guys. (YOU FOLLOW ME?) hahahah, they are damnnnn chicken man.

HAPPY 2010.

P/S I'M DONE W 90210 S2 E12. Can't wait. (:

2010-01-09T23:10:00.001+08:00

I'd just liked to thank mr.ngai zhiyu for always supporting me. For telling me lies when i didn't need the truth. For always standing by me, w/o hesitating, even if it means ditching important meetings. For digging up the happiness in me somewhere when i'm all covered with unhappiness on the surface. To the most beautifully charming boyfriend of mine, i love you.

2010-01-02T21:52:00.004+08:00

Ha, you losers! I've watched The Imaginarium of Dr.Parnassus. It's apparently, a 30million dollars budget movie. The background and stuffs are very creative. The storyline itself is not your next-door typical corny storyline. I mean, you can never guess the ending. Though, it wasnt as good as I thought it would be w all the super star actors like Heath Ledger and Johnny Depp & Jude Law. Excuse me, but I couldnt recognize Jude Law at all throughout the whole movie, call me dumb -.- It's not very inspiring nor amazing. It kinda bores me out w all the "imagining". So, How is it a movie that'd cost Ledger's life as what E! had reported?

rate ; 6/10

It's a new year, I'm still not used to writing ../10 instead of /09. I'm pathetic, i can't keep up with times.

2010-01-02T21:40:00.004+08:00

School's starting and I really can't think of a good, solid reason to look forward to school. I guess I just hate to do something I'm forced to do.

B is for Boundaries. The limitation we are bounded by. The lack of skills, intelligence. The limitation of time, things happen so quickly, no more friends, no more high school, no more parties, no more freedom, no more sleep, no more tuition-free. Really, there isnt something I want is from school. Not even knowledge because quote 90210 Liam, I like the knowledge, just not the way how it's learned.

Exactly 2 months ago, I was bragging about WOW, i have 2 months holidays you bitches! and now it's all ending. I can't say its been anywhere near productive, at least I had time and space and distraction. . I miss it.

and now I stand, being 17.

I love you world. It's a day to spread love.

26th dec 2009 FINAL

2009-12-30T09:41:00.009+08:00

A very pretty cowboy boot :)

Look at that silly boy!

Beach volley (: <3>

That's uh, prolly the most retarded jumping shot :(

I WANT THOSE HOT HATS :D

Got ourselves soaked in dirty green water :(

Let me introduce you the latest park installed in Lagoon - Scream Park. Maybe it was a lil scary at first but after awhile, it gets kind of boring. So I don't recommend going there.

Bag Hanger ;p

& You must really try Popeye. It's now available in TTDI & Sunway Pyramid. Their recipe is based on Louisiana. For those of you who loves fried chicken but absolutely hates the fats that comes with the chicken (like those served in KFC), this is a smarter choice. Their chicken is really think and meaty, don't forget to ask for breast. It's really good. My set comes with 2 pcs of chicken, one mash potato, one coleslaw and a biscuit which is really really good

An album that captured 14 months of joy

Don't forget the vintage detailed black box

CABBY CABBY wishes you Happy New Year

'2010, may this year be a better year for myself and all of you (:

26th december 2009 PART II

2009-12-28T14:05:00.006+08:00

On thermohawk. Is that how you spell it ?

On 360 degree pirate ship. First ride as warm up, freaked out thanks to not being on a roller coaster for so long.

& these were the people that were kind enough to pose for my camera (: (:

Picture of the day! <3